:: baby i Love ya.. aNd.. i'll NEVER let ya go ::

aaaarrrggghhHh!!!!

2006-12-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

sort se sort sort nyer!!!!!!!!!
bingit sak dgn dia!!!!!
helo..??!!
ape dia fikir aku tak der perasaan ker..???!!!!!

eeeiiikkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bingit nyer..
sapa tk bingit sak..
kalau matair aku bebual dgn pompuan lain 'i', 'u'..
dia suka ker kalau aku bebual dgn jantan lain mcm tu...??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaarrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

fcuk la..!!!!!!!!!!

-aisHa-

I'm Happy For Ya!!!

2006-11-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

Two days ago, we went to look for her Prom Nite dress at a shop at Bugis dat we used to shop..
It had so many Beautiful Prom Nite Dress design...
While looking around, my SyG saw a small advertisement saying dat the shop needed staff...
I then encourage her to ask the owner is there any vacancy, skali ada lah!!!

Apa lagi, she fill the particulars and got interviewed on the same day...
Abih smlm bila nk alik frm my friend open house, the Supervisor call her and ask her to go for a Trial cum training..
I can see dat she's happy eventhough she's feeling abit curious on how the job is going to be like...

Juz follow the flow k Syg...
U'll learn frm experiences..
If there's anything u nk enquiry, i'll always be ya Information Counter cum Adviser..
HeHeHe...
Take care SyG....
LoVe You So MuCH!!!!!!!
~MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKz!!!!~

~MaNgO 69~

suNday.. oh suNday..

2006-10-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

well..
today is sunday..
hmMm..
wat did i do..

nothing much..
sit at home..
help my mama with some things in the kitchen..
haha..!!!

today is the boring day..!!
haiz..

i guess.. after updating this blog..
i wanna do some revision in my math..
so plzzzz...

DO NOT DISTURB ! ! !

hehe..

oh yeah!!

before i forgot..

i will be changing my hp number in a day time..
so..
plz email me for my number k??
it will be..
nur_aisha89@hotmail.com

chiaow!!!

SaYaNg, u ok tk???

2006-09-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

Dear, is there anything bothering u??
I tau dat smlm i tertido & didnt send ya sumthing..
However i didnt mean it..
I was so very tired & u tau kn?

After u last msg me, i terus tk sengaja terlelap mata...
Bila dah sahur, i cepat2 compose it..
Bila dah bangun, i ingatkn i dah send, rupanyer blm after i read my send item..
I'm Sorry SyG, as mayb u were waiting...

~MaNgO~

1st Time Break Fast With SaYaNg!!!

2006-09-29T12:56:00.000+08:00

Last nite a Kecoh & Great day wif Her!!!
We met ard 5pm+, and guess wat, she arrived abt 20 minutes late...
(Nvm Dear, i will wait for u not how matter long k)...
When she arrived, we then took the Train to Orchard..
Cian dia nk mkn pat Sakura but tk dpt as it was under renovation..
In the end kita mkn pt Cahaya..
Skali my sumsort like God-Sister(With her Guy) walk pass...
Apa lagi, ajak lah buka sama..
Didnt know dat SyG would b very kecoh talking with my God-Sis...
Then we took a Card Photo..
Its was our 12th one(Within 7mths!!!), WOW!!!
Very nice Lor!!!
HaHaHa...
Cant wait to meet ya SyG on tis saturday...
LuRvE Ya So Much SaYaNg!!!!
~Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakz~

-maNgo-

pasrah

2006-08-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

diri masih tertanya-tanya..
akan kesilapan diri..
adakah gurauan ku itu melampaui batas..
sehingga hatinya di hiris sembilu..
tiada niat di hati untuk berbuat demikian..
entah apa lah daya..
diri ini telah berdusta..
hatinya ki hiris..
hatinya ku lukai..
seperti sudah ku katakan..
aku bukan yang terbaik untuk mu..
namun..
kata-kata ku dikau tepis..
apa lagi yang harus aku lakukan agar tiada lagi kesalahan dariKu..
tiadaku sangka..
titisan air mata ini begitu murah..
sehingga tiada nilainya..

aKu mengaku..
bahawa kejadian semalam..
berpunca dari kesilapan ku..
oleh kerana keegoanku..
dirimu tidak ku layan..
namun..
kelakuanMu semalam.. benar-benar merubah tanggapan Ku padamu..
adakah ini asrul yang aku kenal hampai 7 bulan yang lalu..??
mampukah kebahagian diwujudkan semula??
masih boleh kah aku bersama dengannya..

aku masih ingin bersamanya..
namun..
semakin lama..
aku mula berasa takut terhadapnya..
peristiwa itu benar-benar menghantui diriku..
kini..
aku pasrah dgn apa yg telah berlaku . . .

haiz..

hola

2006-08-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

waduh.. waduh..
lama benar aku enggak update blog ku ini..
bz sangat seh!!!!!

guez wat..??!!!
i perm my hair..!!!
and..
my bf say it looks like maggi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaarrrggghhh!!!

haha..

anyway..
prelims are coming..
o levels too..
stress up moments aisha..

haha..

leh jadi gila aku..!!!

ermmm..

gues wat..!!

i burnt my finger while doing my chemistry prac.

hehe..

sooo dumb of me..

serve me right..!!!

hate my life

2006-07-02T13:32:00.000+08:00

i dun know wat really went wrong..
it seems that everything is beginning to change..
i dun understand..

i'm running out of tears..
my heart has been stabb by a sharp knife..
totally hurt...

haiz..

whole week had a quarrel..
with him and my bro..

i'm totally sooo stress up...
with these..
my school stuff..
o level project dateline is coming..

how can i handle this all this at one go..??

god plz help me..

wat went wrong??!!

aaarrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!

why cant juz everyone giv me a break..???!!!!!!

entah

2006-06-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

well..
have been bz lately..
that's why..
have not been updating my blog..

went to dear's house yesterday..
his nanny is in..

hmMm..
kinda help him to wrap up his mum's b'dae present..

hahax!!

mummy's boy..

hehe..

than..
we chill out..
he played guitar..

really had a great tiMe..

tiMe heals everything

2006-06-14T14:01:00.000+08:00

well..
this few days..
really juz not my day..

and today..
i'm really not in the mood to entertain or tok to anyone..
haiz..
really feel down..

1st thing in the morning..
kena nag by my mum..
dek tu cam tak leh nampak my face seh..
kalau nampak my face..
ader jek nak di ngomel nya..
stress seh!!!!!!!!!!

tadi pun pat skola tak belajar..
haha..
the remedial starts at 9am..
but..
i came at 10am..
haha..

kinda hv a ''quarrel'' wit HIM yesterday..
haiz..
its totally my fault..

i also dun kNow la..

juz feel like wanna be alone..

*^* a girl that nvr fail to do mistakes *^*

haiz..

2006-06-13T15:18:00.000+08:00

My dearest father is sooo sick today..
So..
I have to take good care of him..

His condition really worries me a lot..
He’s kinda weak..
Didn’t even go to work..

Hmmm…
Gotta look after him..
He’s no.1 in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope..
He get well sooonnN!!!!!!!!!

*soooo sad*

haiz

2006-06-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
not been sooo good this few days..
haiz..

i also hv no idea wat to write..

maybe..

soon..'

i'll update..

wat a day

2006-06-05T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..
Went to pak oda’s house..
Ada kenduri..
Doa selamat..

Me and fitri are in the room playing comp games after tat..
Later..
Kak Linda and her bf also join..
Its very kecoh!!!

Jap agi my 2nd bro pun sampai..
Kita semua main game take turn..
Its very fun..

Dah lama tak mesra2 cam ni..

Last min..
Ayah buih seh..
Tak kasi gi suntec pc show..
Haiz..
I didn’t tok to him at all yesterday night when on the way home..
Till now..

Well..
He (my dear) kinda bought a lap top yesterday..
Haiz..
I’m sooo jealous..
How I wish that I have it..

Well..
Nvm lah..
Wat to do..
Haiz…
Very very very sad siah…!!!

Furthermore..
He made me soooooooooooooo jealous!!

Aaaarrrggghhh!!!

Haiz…

Nasib badan..

experience in HTA

2006-06-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

today..
i went to HTA..
(for npcc stuff)
hmMm...
it was bad..
there's this someone..
who is like big in size..
want to step big only..
keep scolding all of us ( from diff sch)..
and..
keep asking us to keep quiet..

he want to act big only..
hey..
doesnt meant that u big size..
u can act big ok??
aiYo..
if u big in size..
filled wit muscles nvm lah!!
instead..
u are full of fats!!!

hate him man!!!

[oh god!!! how evil can i be?? never i insult people this bad.. haha!!!]

aaarrggggggggghhhhhhh!!!

keep picking on my school!!

well..
lets forget about him..

anyway..
when i was walking towards my bus..

coincidently..
i bump into my dear!!!!

i was soooooooooo happy!!

hahax!!
although juz talk to him for less than 10 secs..
at least better than nothing right??

hahax!!!

i love ya dear...!!!!!!!!!!

mmmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!

how??

2006-05-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

Malay paper juz now is ok..
Not hard..
Not easy..
But..
I can do it..
Hahax!!

Reached home..
Than..
Sit in my room all alone..
Dunnoe why..
Juz feel wanting to be alone..

And..
Aku pun tak tahu asl aku nangis pat bilik sorang2..
I juz realize that..
Aku gembeng seh buat 2 hari ini..!!
Asl pun aku tak tahu..
Dah buang tebiat agak nya!!

Satu hari ni..
Kepala aku pening nah!!!

Aaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stress agak nye!!!

Haaaaiiiizzzz...

Hate him!!
Buuuuuuuut..
Missssssss him aNd loooovvveeee him like hell.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How??

cry aNd cry

2006-05-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

gaduh.. bertengkar.. misunderstanding..
cam tak der kejer lain..
haiz..

suxs man!!!

hari ni..
satu hari gaduh..

1stly..
dia tahu yg aku tak suka dia overnite..
bih..
dia overnite..
fine la..
he say pasal dah lama tak jumpa members dia..
k lah..

but..
he did things that i dun like..
entah..
aku tul2 against dia overnite seh..
tak tahu asl..

haiz..

am i being unreasonable..
lepas tu..
aku letak telipon ngan dia..
dgn alasan nak pi toilet..
but..
padahal..
i want to stop the conversation..
tak nak things get worst..
since..
dia dah start nak tinggi suara..
dia ckp..
yang call lepas kuar toilet..
aku tak call2 dia..

i juz dun wan matters to get worst..
that's why..
i take a few hrs to cool down first..

called him around 5 plus..
he didnt pick up..
he's sleeping..
six plus..
i called him back..

things got worst..
he's mad at me coz i didnt return the call earlier..
haiz...
but i juz kept quiet..
dia ckp..
dia tunggu aku call sampai dia tertido..

dear..
my intention baik seh..
than..
dia bising2..
aku diam..
sampai tak leh tahan..
i juz said..
''apa2 ah.. bye''
tak penah aku uat gitu seh..
terus i off my hp and throw it..
the cover came off..

terus nangis..
haiz..
ambik mak keje..
than gi makan..
tu pun tak abis..
mak nampak aku cam sedih2 jek..
but..
i say..
tak der aper2..

i called him twice..
to apologise..
but..
dia tak jawab..

seriously..
cant stop crying till now..
sok..
my malay o level paper..
sampai skg ni tak leh concentrate blaja..
i got sooooo disturb..

fine lah if he want to ignore me...
nak buat mcm mana org dah nak ignore kita..
shit man!! ngah type blog ni pun masih nangis..
aaarrrrggghHhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya allah..
kuat kan lah hamba mu yang lemah ini..!!!
kuat kan lah semangatku ini ya allah..!!
beri lah aku kekuatan untuk melalui segala ujianMu dgn penuh ketabahan..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

: LoVe mE.. duN hurT mE ::

haiz.. jus not my day AGAIN

2006-05-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

haiz..
maybe..
its really not my dae..
feeling down and mad at the same time..

well..
today..
i advised seri bout fiq..
kinda had a long tok wit her..
really pity her alot..

anyway..
do ya know that when a girl having thier 'red thing'..
they can get very emotional or even not being themselves..??

my friends around me understand my situation..
maybe bcoz they have been wit me for more than 4 years..

yesterday..
had a little misunderstanding wit him..
till today..
but..
the matter is at rest already..
than..
another matter comes up..
haiz..
i understand that..
in a relationship..
there willl always be ups and downs..
but..

always meh..??
today our 3rd months together leh!!!!!
aaarrrrrrrggghhh!!!!!!!

why man!!!!!!!!!!!!

the thing that really pissed me off is..
ya juz hang up the phone juz like that...
i never did that before siah..
i dun care if ya want to shout or fcuk me on the phone..
(which he didn't)..
but..
dun put down juz like that la!!

its basic courtesy man!!!!!!!

aiYa..
maybe..
juz not ur day lah dear aisHa..

-pEacE-

happy moments

2006-05-15T13:04:00.000+08:00

well..
yesterday..
is my great dae!!

went to woodland to meet up wit my dear..
really had a great time wit him..
when i met him..
he was carrying a plastic bag..
i was wondering wat's inside it..
and..
it was choc. pie??

he told me that he tried to get me slices of choc cake but..
unable coz..
it was all the whole cake..
wanna know why he finding me choc cake..??
bcoz the dae b4 that..
i told him..
i really wanting to eat choc cake..
wahahax!!
didn't know he looking for it..

than..
we went for a movie..
night time..
me and my daddy went to sengkang..
i met syawal!!
he was soooooo cute..
really mizzzz him..
can't stop kissing him..
hahax!!

oooppsS!!!
he's my 6 mths old nephew hor..
hahax!!
gotcha!!
hehex!!

memories during his pass out parade at HTA

2006-05-03T10:10:00.000+08:00